Losing To Win

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Everything I do is wrong. Nothing I do is right.
Life is like a game of chess, and I keep losing the battle with little hope to recover.

So long as I refuse to make drastic changes in my life, I will always be humiliated in the field. But the changes I have to make will force me to lose a part of my identity; to succumb to an image I would rather not become.

Refocusing on what matters

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I’ve been distracted by petty things these past few weeks. There are far more important things that I should be focusing on and I intend to get back on track. I’m at the beginning of my “Redemption Project” to recoup three streams of knowledge that I’ve lost mastery of as time passes by. At the same time, I’m also concentrating on going to the gym more often to get the physique I’ve always wanted. Let my days be busy, for that is much better than lingering on trivial matters of the heart.